wow, i haven't updated here since ... what.. July? >.<

life is sort of kicking me around again, but half of it because i need it. kind of like if a friend kicked you down, then kicks you again to prompt you to get back up. as time goes on, im realizing how debilitating my bi-polar really is. even with meds, it's hard to function. every day is a challenge as well as a battle. even good days. don't get me wrong, im not whining or being emo. im stating facts. i fight this with as much tenacity as i can muster, trust me. XD. im too much a warrior at heart to let this beat me, even if i will have it for the rest of my life. not to mention living with a cancer patient (my dad) is enough inspiration to hang in there. if he could handle chemo, this should be a cake-walk.

we're currently working (again) on me getting medicare and/or disability if i qualify for either. we're also trying to find me an actual psychiatrist, with the closest one being over an hour away. my parents are on limited income and Fox still hasn't found a job :/. i don't want to ask them to drive that far too often, especially when i can't really compensate them for gas.

i am working on art slowly. im trying new things, and since they're new they're taking a really long time to get done. Oo; especially considering i can't really work on art every day anymore. it depends on how well i can handle my mood swings. ;_:. i will have new stuff to post fairly soon though, even if i post a doodle or something.

i've missed you DA... well.. atleast the people here. XD

COMMISSIONS DUE - CLOSED

-Large Watercolor:

- bookmark set -
COMPLETED... finally. -_-'

- painting - packing (... eventually i'll actually remember about this and get it mailed. -_-


WAITING LIST -OPEN
none ^_^